Yeah....

Bismillahirahmanirahim..Syukur pada Allah. Yeah!! it will be the new chapter of my life..Finally i meet my Mr Rite :) *wink...

8.12.2012 tarikh yang di pilih khusus untuk mengikatkan hubungan ini ke satu level lagi..iaitu Nikah..Banyak sangat dilalui, kepahitan, kesukaran, tuduhan. Segala bagai.. Tapi sekurang-kurangnya, aku tahu that his The One.

Semakin hari semakin bertambah rasa sayang rasa cinta..Semoga hubungan kali ni mendapat restu dari semua dan kami ke jinjang pelamin...

Forgive and Forget. Move On

Lawak...sebabnya buat benda yang agak memalukan diri sendiri.. Menyesal pun ada, tapi dah nature aku so nak buat camne. Masalahnya yang blah aku so yang kau nak menyampah dan benci sangat kat aku nie nape??? Okay, tegur dia tadi sbb rasa ganjil bila selama ni kita "mesra" tetiba jadi strangers. We are not surpose to end up like that. Grow Up for Gods sake...

Hurmm..hati manusia kan? masa dulu kata lain sekarang lain. Aku ada alasan kenapa aku bertindak apa yang aku rasa patut. This is involve feelings. Benda yang kita tak pernah nak rancang ia jadi. And  for U which failed to make decision. Then i make a move. We should RESPECTS other decisions and feelings too. I never talked about it. Its been a month now since we broke up. Walaupun kau dok mengata mengutuk aku bagai. Aku diam. Tanamkan dalam hati ini tidak ada sebab nak bencikan seseorang. Itu penyakit hati. Sebab nya aku pernah sayang kau, malah masih lagi sayang.

Enuff says..just Forgive and Forget. Move On

Now and then I think of when we were together
Like when you said you felt so happy you could die
Told myself that you were right for me
But felt so lonely in your company
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
Like resignation to the end
Always the end
So when we found that we could not make sense
Well you said that we would still be friends
But I'll admit that I was glad it was over

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
No you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know...

But you didn't have to cut me off
Make out like it never happened
And that we were nothing
And I don't even need your love
But you treat me like a stranger
And that feels so rough
And you didn't have to stoop so low
Have your friends collect your records
And then change your number
I guess that I don't need that though
Now you're just somebody that I used to know

I used to know
That I used to know
I used to know

Somebody...

Don't give up on life

One thing i've learned in life, u always cannot get what u want but miracle do happens. Just dont giving up. Pray hard. People can say whatever they want to say about you, let them.

Can U just Be MiNe...Just Mine :(

i wish i pray that you will always be mine..one day u will realise that me all you ever wanted...

I trip  so many times on my path in life, but i barely remember ever falling at all like i did when i met you. I've always imagined having my life perfected when i meet the one i truly love, but i never thought that the day will come until i set my eyes on you, You're simply all i ever wanted, i know you don't want me but i'm not sayingyou should love me back, just let me love you the way no one has done.

Semua ada cerita masing-masing

Salam Jumaat.. :) Terasa nak mencurahkan isi hati di kala pagi yang hening di hari Jumaat. Mood nak mula kan kerja yang melambak ni tak de lagi..huhuhuhu

Hurmm..Tahun ni dah masuk 34 tahun weii...tua ke?? hahaha..lagi mau tanya. Okay okay paham, agak dah hujung kalendar gitew. But..heii..life must go on. Age is only a number tho..:)

Enuff about the age thing, sebenarnya nak bercerita tentang cerita, paham?? x kan? okay, macam ni, dulu aku suke hukum orang dengan mendengar cerita dari orang, fikiran aku sangat sempit, di ulang ye..sangat sempit. Jadinya, saya rasa kan diri saya ni sangat la tua sebelum waktu nya. trust me, it will effect your looks..LoL...So, bila dah mula berkawan dengan pelbagai genre orang (orang kire genre ke?? x kesah la), fikiran saya mula berubah, lebih bersikap terbuka dan menerima. Well, ada jugak yang tak boleh terima cara saya. Tapi bila dah mula mengenali saya, then they will know.

Contohnya, bila kita nak mendengar masalah seseorang, kosongkan fikiran kita, dan sedia menjadi pendengar. Im telling you, its not easy be a good listener. No one will. Tapi, kalau kita ikhlas dan sedia insyaAllah. Sekurang-kurang nya terkurang beban yang mencurahkan tu. Dan, jangan la kita terus nak menghukum selepas mendengar, sebab nya.. kita tak tau sbb kita tidak berada dalam situasi dia, kita cuba letakkan diri kita kat tempat dia, kalau kita menghukum dan menghentam dia, ape rasanya. Sakitkan? jadi, ingat setiap manusia di muka bumi ni ada cerita masing-masing.

Cuba jadi kawan yang menerima, kadang-kadang kita tak minta di fahami sepenuhnya. Cukup sekadar orang menerima kita seadanya.

Saya sedih, saya punya kawan yang saya sayang, yang sangat baik dan ikhlas pada panangan saya. Rupanya, sebalik. Saya tak menyesal mengenali mereka, sebab kami pernah baik, tido sebantal, makan sepinggan. Kongsi ketawa, tangis. Tapi, kita tak berdaya nak halang orang untuk datang dan pergi dalam hidup kita. Buat mereka yang pernah menjadi sahabat saya. Saya doakan kesejahteraan kalian. Amin

The Journey is begin...

"My mind tells me to give up but my heart wont let me"

It has been five months now our relationship. After 2 times we break up, yet we still together. Its hard to let go and hard to be together. Sometimes i need a break in this relationship. Im getting tired and sad everytime i thought about my position in your heart. Am i a special one? Am i the one that u love the most? Are you happy when were together? Yet..i still dont know.

I have told you so many times how much i love u, how much important you're to me. But sometimes its just not enough. Why?? The person that we love the most is the person hurts us the most. Its unfair isn't? Sometimes, i fake. I pretend that everything is okay with me, its like nothing happen and im okay abt that. But inside, im crying, im dying. I just wanna give up. Everything..but yet..im still here waiting for a miracle to happen...